hahahaha my new favourite word. I have a terrible burn from today's training, but I didn't even train today cos I really couldn't run(both ankles sprained!) and league's this Sunday! Time really flies, I'm already done with my OCIP (Something that didn't even seem near enough some weeks ago) yeah done with this year's Alvl stuff too. And the thought of moving on to J2 seemed rather intimidating at first, but now I'm quite excited for it cos I know it'll be soooo fast(with fun-o-rama and all that i hope i become ogl plsplsplsplpsls) and I wanna make it worth while:) Bintan was really fulfilling for me, surprising myself.




"these kids left me with joy, not knowing how much they've impacted me. and i hope i've impacted them too"

"Don't be reckless with other people's hearts, And don't put up with people that are reckless with yours." -(I dunno who)

haha i went for acupuncture today! it was quite a funny feeling and it made my ankle much better!

Why did God make us such judgmental beings? Why does He keep putting trials in my face even before I can barely make through the previous ones? Some 2 years ago (when God was the centre of my life, how ideal) someone prayed for troubles in my life so I could grow. God sure did grant those prayers. I'm not really depressed or full of teenage angst now though, I wanna stand up again. (What an irony I sprained my ankle today, quite badly) According to some if i knew what happened next book or summat, we're not made to know, but honestly, I'm dying to know if I'd ever run back into God's arms and stay there instead of out in the scary world. I want to know what it's gonna take, (from me) and how long more how long more. Feels like a challenge why don't things just slow down for a minute? I'm gonna talk to God tonite, good night

"All change is not growth, as all movement is not forward." -Ellen Glasgow

HAHAHA OMG I HAVE TO SAY THIS BEFORE I GET DOWN TO SERIOUS PW/CHINESE. Some years ago i did those quiz things where you put your ipod on shuffle and you answer the qns. One of them: Will you have children in the future? 88-Sum41
HAHAHA OMG KILL ME NOW HAHAHAHA

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Hmmmm, rather interesting week on a whole. Put GG on hold already, managed to keep off it till now! Can't wait for after promos srsly. Didn't study at all for the past 2 days ( I know promos in 2 more days seriously ) Tmrw hardcore hardcore hardcore I hope I won't be too sleepy/lazy/distracted/</3
"too tired to fall asleep"